So i just started painting again, i use to art all the time way back when i was a freakish teen i loved every minute of it getting things out putting them on the canvas or in my sketch book. i stopped for many years. i just started back a couple months ago when i saw a Bob Ross program on YouTube i cried , i was moved in a profound way and then i came across the art Sherpa and again cried  just lost it ,, to just have the self recognition that i can actually do this and i am good enough to paint anything i set my heart and mind to .. it felt freeing to hear these wonderful people say you can do this ! you are good enough! you got this ! no mistake only happy accidents :) i needed to hear that i started doing things that made me happy battling depression for so many years and one family thing after another felt like a weight and i didnt want to feel that weight anymore and then a certain soul popped into my life again.. and that beautiful soul became a muse for me to just let go and be you it been a great journey so far and i cant wait to keep going i do find myself having blocks sometimes but trying to find a way around it is the fun in it i thank cinnamon and john and dear bob and every other artist young old i have 4 little brushes at home and to have them paint along with me is a joy i cant express good jube jube everyone  stay artsy and have a wonderful jounry adventure in your life :) tank you for listening if anyone is out their listening